What a surprise! I just won First Place in a poetry contest by “Last Stanza Poetry Journal” among apparently thousands of entries. It is the poem I read at Sarah Roche's Celebration of Life:
So Much to Say "Here are your oatmeal and blueberries," I said, putting on a smile. "Could you adjust my pillows?" she asked. "Of course. honey." I wondered how many more breakfasts I would bring her before she died. "My arm is lost somewhere beneath the blankets. I can't feel it." Her eves looked at me with expectation. "I know, honey." I said, retrieving her arm from obscurity. "And my leg feels as if it's caught like a fish in a net, quivering. Would you like me to move it over?" "Gently." "Very gently," I whispered, moving her leg across the quilted blanket, across the jagged edges of my grief. I arrived early today. There was so much to say. "Have you been watching the birds at the feeder?" I asked. "I have....I love them" she answered, her voice drifting away. She didn't say more. She didn't say: "I will come back to vou as a bluebird. and then you'll know it's me." We sat in silence. "Look at how the sunlight is lighting up your hair!" I finally exclaimed. "So pretty." "I love you, too," she said, smiling as one hand drifted up to the place where clumps of hair had fallen out. "Can I brush your hair?" I asked. She nodded. I took up the brush and stroked her hair, grace descending on us with invisible wings. You know we will always talk. honey. We will always talk." I whispered, but didn't say: "I would go with you if I could." She closed her eyes. surrendering to the moment. There was so much to say, and there was nothing to say. I was yearning for words. "The blueberries are so good," she finally said, and I nodded, my heart breaking open as a thousand birds flew out of the nest of my heart and into the sky above without another word. Elizabeth Spring
Dearest Elizabeth, The heart of a mother knows no end . It's no wonder this particular poem speaks with eternal love. 🧑🏻🦳♥️
Oh I am overjoyed for you Elizabeth .. and once again , I teared up rereading this poem.
Congratulations, and I hope many others will read this poem, and many of your others , as a result 💕